LIFE, EMOTIONS, IMAGINATIONS,
FEELINGS
Within each
person lies the power of consent. We make good choices and bad choices. We all
are always left with the results, no matter what.
Therefore,
choices again are made after the choices that were made, in response whether
good or bad.
Is this an
ongoing pattern for us all?
No matter what
has happened in life it has happened, has it not? Do we really accept what is,
good or bad? Or do we just buck up and move on? Forget about what is behind us,
do our best to learn around us as best we can. Keep busy in activities that
keep us from thinking about past events that grind away at us and our emotions
bring in anger, frustration, meanness, stress, strife.
So we find
things to keep us busy, do we not, because we do not want to face the bad
things that have happened to us in this life, is this true; honestly true?
I look back
and see it as so at least for me. So I now ask me, am I over it or do the bad
things carry on in me, not being aware of it, somehow, somewhere possibly controlling
me and my future actions to one extent or another?
Do we go by
feelings, here in this world? Did we as children go by feelings as children,
before any of us came to Puberty? Or better put, we might have gone by feelings
as a child, without being aware of feelings, we just did things as a child that
were fun?
As we all
grow up, we all learn many different things in life that turn out good or bad,
or so it seems at the time, right?
When one
comes into puberty, things do change do they not? Many get punished for this
new desire that hits them; others don’t, each at different ages at least for me,
and for you? It hit me at age 9, things changed, the outlook, a new discovery,
what is this that is happening?
So we move
forward each of us and one day, it happens, we have sex, and either it is a
great feeling or it is not. Now I am aware of those that have had bad
experiences with sex growing up being molested from a child on. And I know
there is a terrible bad taste left in their mouth and rightfully so. Saying I
am sorry to those of you, does not help nor will ever change what is, or has
been in the past. To whatever it is worth though you do have my prayers for you
personally to come to be able to accept that nothing can ever be done to change
what has been, and is the beginning of any healing to ever take place.
First off this is a fact right, can any of us go back
and change what has happened to us in life good or bad? I know many of us want to, and even
think it would be different and better, you could be right, or you could be wrong.
There is an old movie called “It’s a wonderful life” I think personally worth watching.
It shows the good things and the bad things that do happen here in this life. And
how if we were never here, that the bad that was, never would have been, if we
had never been here.
I encourage
you to get and watch that movie, enlightening at least to me
Even though we have had terrible things happen to us,
is there anything good ever? Just one thing we liked and enjoyed? I was taught as I go in this world
to focus only on the good things, shut the gate on the bad, and move towards
the future, It worked, yet it covered up truth of bad things and never made me
wise as a serpent to the evil that is all around us and in ones homes as well, talk about being naive.
If I had been taught, I know I could have avoided much evil that has come my
way, as well as not done the evil I myself have done. Oh yes sir, Mam indeed
so, and you to maybe?
I am just
venting, which I found to be helpful, used to not do it, vent that is, in fear
of someone getting on the intercom, and announcing my problems to the world
around us.
What did control me and could do it again was
What others
thought about me, so I would try to keep others thinking good thoughts about me
by the way I acted as if I were confident.
When others
ever put me down, it would not make me feel good, so I would have to find
others to get those popular people to focus on others to keep them from focusing
on me, does that make
sense, anyone else do this?
We all want to be accepted yes? And in many situations we are not
are we? Unfortunately that is another fact and we thus go out in this world
trying to find acceptance and when we think we have found acceptance, then that
is the group of people we get attached to is it not? Until one day there is
conflict(s) in how we don’t agree and many times can’t agree to disagree, and
we thus leave that group and go find another, do we not, or at least this has
been me.
Then there
are those of us that just stay, and never speak out to our disagreements, we
become like a turtle and hide in our shells, and just go with the crowd,
wanting to stay accepted do we not? For we have asked questions and were
shunned, and ignored, not heard as to what we say, in caring for our thoughts
about life.
And the
response is: either we climb into our shell, and implode, until one day we
might explode as we have all seen here happen in this world, with one or a few
persons going off and killing others, for no real reason at all. That persons
or persons have gone off the deep end in not ever being heard listened to by
anyone that cares.
How many of us have climbed into our shell and
just hid?
Can you, I
or anyone tell our spouses exactly how we feel? Without the fear of their
rebuttal, as in how could you think that, or do that.
Would it not be most wonderful if we could just say to
the other what we are thinking at the time we are thinking it without fear of
any rebuttal?
If we all
could just vent out our bad thoughts as we have them without fear of what
others think about us, do you think we might have less evil of harm done to
each other? I am saying, if I could say to you I do not like you, and you
accepted that or vice versa I accepted you not liking me, do you think we
knowing what we think we might become true friends, with no lies between us?
How many
lies are there between us in relationships? How many of us fight over finding
out things about one another? Are we trying to have things go exactly the way
we think things should go and if they did go as we think, there would be no
problems, a sort of “UTOPIA” right?
Well that
has never worked out for me, how about you, maybe if you were alone, then there
would be no one else, and then loneliness and being unwanted might creep its
way in yes? And might pick up drinking as a possible escape from stinking
thinking over bad events that have occurred or are occurring in your life in
the present, and there are many other ways to escape from stinking thinking to
cover over the emotional scars and sores. Drugs, prescribed or not, parties,
cutting up with joking around at the expense of others, all out of trying to
live and not seeing our selfishness, in not caring for others.
Oh what a straight betwixt we all live in here on
earth wow, do we not?
There has
got to be a better place to live than here, do we agree?
There is an
invitation to the after-life and there has to be an after-life is there not?
If there is
not an after-life and we just die, and that is it, then this life is a waste is
it not?
If there is
no resurrection, then there is no God that has claimed to love us all, while we
all are here fighting and warring against one another, God is calling out,
shouting hey, I (God) love you, yes you. I (God) am not concerned over what you
have done or might do. I (God)
am concerned for you and your well-being, Can we talk?
Man here on earth
loves you, as long as you are abiding as he sees fit. If you go against one’s
religion, that one’s way of thinking, you will not be accepted with them will you?
And then you go and search for another place to be accepted by don’t you or
haven’t you?
I (God) plain and simply just love you period, so much that I (God) sent you my Son
(Jesus Christ) to die in your stead for you, and you personally I (God) did
this. So I (God) the Father of Jesus could give you a new life in
the Spirit of your mind, you
having renewed your mind set to thinking as God thinks. Whether or not you decide to believe God that God just
love you or not is entirely up to you. This is the Gold that God gives
you, it is a new place to live in Spirit and truth, in the reality of your new mind
set, that this world can’t see, your new place of life forever, in the Spirit
of your new mind set, carnal mind old self dead. This world’s people call you
crazy for this, trying to get one focused on doing right over wrong, as if our
old self could ever be perfect?
Look at this
verse and ask if you by doing
any right or wrong if you could improve on it or not?
Colossians
1:22
But now he
has reconciled you by Christ’s
physical body through death to present you holy in his sight, without blemish
and free from accusation—
Okay there
it is; God says that through his Son’s death at the cross, he has made you
Holy, why?
Can Father see sin? Did Christ yell from the cross and
state why has thou forsaken me? Was not Father turning his back on sin at that
moment, while Christ was taking on the sin of the world?
John 1:29 New International Version (NIV)
John
Testifies About Jesus
9 The next
day John saw Jesus coming toward him and said, “Look, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of
the world!
So here it
is, did God really do this for us all that believe or not?
It is left
for us to choose belief or unbelief in such a merciful God. So choose please as
to whether you believe God to do this for you personally or not, thanks
Romans 5:8
But God
demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners,
Christ died for us.
Romans 8:34
Who then is the one who condemns? No one.
Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right
hand of God and is also interceding for us.
2 Corinthians 5:14
For Christ’s love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died.
This “ALL”
INCLUDES YOU.
Homwardbound,
thanks you for seeing truth here today!
You are by God Accepted
Ephesians 1:6
to the praise of the glory of his grace, wherein he hath made us accepted
in the beloved.