Friday, January 29, 2016

Everyone born here on earth born from the womb of Woman is born to know good and evil, and learn as one grows up the difference in which is which.
Choices from birth on begin to burst and are related to the behavior given one by another in response to how anyone is treated growing up with positive and negative behavioral responses to one, and one's response to others, each and every person making judgments in what to do and how to act to get whatever it is one wants is what is learned in at least my grow up behavior in response to the authority around me, that I thought growing up was there to control me and make me behave and felt this not right, and so rebelling kicked in at a young age for me.
I would get told to do and to keep from punishment I would say I agreed and go and do what ever I wanted to do. Thus I would get hurt, harmed in the process and thus in response to my experience I would learn to harm first to keep from being harmed, as I think others learn this too. You decide, I am mainly talking here to me, exposing me in reality where I have been, what I have done and what I am forgiven for as well as have forgiven others for?
Taking an honest look at me, to see where Ihave any angst against anyone ever hidden in me.
For EX:
I you or anyone could be going along and all is fine so far and then something happen, like pull up to a stop sign and look out around you and be angry in an instant, before having anytime to think first about what just caused you to react to whatever it was that you reacted angry at, not even knowing what it was
Then thoughts might have flooded you later on, as in what caused that, where did that reaction come form, how did it get there?
Then the Should of's, could of's and better of's thoughts flood me at least.
Now I am controlled by thoughts to my behavior(s) of what is around me am I not?
Wow, we are controlled yet not controlled as we are out in Society, we are flooded with thoughts all around us, at least I am as I am on my way here and there, for ex: an appointment and on my way there my Body is being driven there physically, (me doing this automatically) yet where is my mind at during this ride there?
Am I , you mindfully aware of the every day things we do. We automatically hit our alarm buttons to our alarms, without consciously being aware when we do this or that, have you ever said did I alarm the car, did I leave the coffee pot on, the Iron?
To return to the present right this second and be consciously aware of everything I do now such as eat Breakfast, to actually chew and taste and smell and feel all around you in appreciation to life presently whether good or bad in one's thoughts, matters not, why?
For stinking thinking over any and all bad or good situations that have happened and or might again happen that I have been scared of, never once helped in calming me down.
Has it you?
Can I, you or anyone else do anything about the past happening to you and others you love around you? Can any of the past events be changed, can you, me or anyone else go back in time and change anything that is past?
Can I, you or anyone change future, that might come and not be good for you in your, my thoughts or yours. It has already done so in me predicting future in by what I do or not do, does it not, do this in the present? Accordingly to the thought that is in you, me at that present moment
Think on that one for a sec.?
You, I go to a scary movie, we both know it is a movie and not real correct?
So tell you, not me how is it we react accordingly to what we see and hear as if it is real at that present second in time, as we see a person get killed in the Movie and we are into watching this as if it is happening presently?
Are we listening to how we are controlled by thought
Proverbs 23:1-7Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)
23 When thou sittest to eat with a ruler,
consider diligently what is before thee:
2 and put a knife to thy throat,
if thou be a man given to appetite.
3 Be not desirous of his dainties:
for they are deceitful meat.
4 Labour not to be rich:
cease from thine own wisdom.
5 Wilt thou set thine eyes upon that which is not?
for riches certainly make themselves wings;
they fly away as an eagle toward heaven.
6 Eat thou not the bread of him that hath an evil eye,
neither desire thou his dainty meats:
7 for as he thinketh in his heart, so is he:
Eat and drink, saith he to thee;
but his heart is not with thee.
The war we all have is thought, to discern truth over error and to find out where truth is and truth from?
Discernment you know as I know in my heart, my Soul there is something missing and it is Love in complete truth one for another as at least I see this as I see, as growing up I learned Judgment what is not good for me and what is good for me, by my experience senses. and maybe you also, this is not between Me and you.
Psalm 40:5 Many, O Lord my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward: they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered.
If you do not see that Psalm written from in King David as being revealed discernment ot what is real truth and what is not, then maybe you seek to see this truth, for as in this world and all its troubles at least for me that I have had it surely does not seem so
Yet I can today say this: it is not God who caused any of the troubles ever we all have here on this earth
Adam and Eve did this for us to be born after the same DNA of the first birth to be selfish to live after born here on earth and slapped on the ass to be woke up and have our first cry and then Confrontation with Authority to behave or else, we get trained to behave and decide to or not from early age
So here we are trying our hardest to find a way to survive and not want to die, and when accept that we will someday die, then it is to live as long as possible then and enjoy today, and not care, and then care
Caring , and not caring whether I cared or not, certainly has not ever helped me. Such perplexities in doing and not donf accordingly ot how I think about the situation I am in at the time and eitehr do not want to be in it or do, sure takes a toll on me
It is as if every morning, I wake up refreshed from the stress the day before to go out and be stressed all over again How?????????
Lets say my Job, your Job every day with one day off a week to rest from is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To go to the Beach, with your Beach Ball, filled up with air and your Job all day is to go into the water there and dunk it, and hold it under all day long for at least 8 Hours, you get breaks but wqhen break over you better get back in there and continue to perform  or you do not get paid to go and spend what you made on your home you  are so desperately trying to own, and when you eventually die, after all that stress from trying to do your Job, you can't take any of it with you.
How Ignorant, do we see this finally, how tired at the end of each day are you, I know how tired I am trying t hold down that Beach Ball under water day after day, constantly turning from side to side.
Remember these verses and ask Father in the risen Son to reveal these to you if you so decide to up to you
Proverbs 23:1-7Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)
23 When thou sittest to eat with a ruler,
consider diligently what is before thee:
2 and put a knife to thy throat,
if thou be a man given to appetite.
3 Be not desirous of his dainties:
for they are deceitful meat.
4 Labour not to be rich:
cease from thine own wisdom.
5 Wilt thou set thine eyes upon that which is not?
for riches certainly make themselves wings;
they fly away as an eagle toward heaven.
6 Eat thou not the bread of him that hath an evil eye,
neither desire thou his dainty meats:
7 for as he thinketh in his heart, so is he:
Eat and drink, saith he to thee;
but his heart is not with thee.
Okay know after reading that again, do we see others are not really with us, not in perfection, not one, Many are here oin earth that do in reality do care for you and me and you for them and on and on we go in this rat race here one triyng to do well for you, and yet is in truth well for them to do so, or so one might think this way.
Yet we all are taught from birth on to behave and get out there when we are old enough to work and keep that Beach Ball dunked under, and we wonder how we are so tired at the end of each day and need a drink or something to tae the days stress off of our days and even better than that our days that are not here yet, in stress thoughts of should have could have better do next time better or else attitudes
Well you all if you have been here too, time to maybe renew your brought up mindsets
See Saul in the Bible, he was brought up a Pharisee, and you see he was not not fair you see and ordered Stephans death in Acts, who was a Believer in the new Covenant to Israel that when he said God does not live in Buildings, Saul was angered and said stone him to death under Law that is righteous to do this.
And so they picked up stones to stone Stephan to death fro Blasphemy in God does not live in buildings, for that would mean  that no one would come to the gatherings and they would make no living off the  people if not there at the meetings they put together not God.
So they want control still, just as in when they decided to kill Jesus over Jesus stopping the Temple sales in his Father's house at that time it was built for that as a house of prayer, not ot sale animals for profit t sacrifice and those there to make money off of as this was a great lucrative business at that time for Annas at that time who made lots of money off of the guilty, that they worked this well into them to be guilty to gain money
Now to this day has anything changed? Not really but no more animal sacrifices and shedding of blood fpr any forgiveness that is done okay
Yet our leaders (sorry to any leaders here today reading this) Yet I have to say are to this day putting a guilt trip on all the people.
So we do this and that to be liked and accepted into wherever we gather for to learn and do not learn we get put on guilt trips, in doubt we leave out and go about to worry and stress again trying to keep that beach ball under water again, how tiring her eon this earth seeing all as King Solomon wrote as all is vanity unless one does it with his creator
Now ny creator physically is my Mom and Dad, so I honor them yes in thanksgiving or I do not depending on how I was treated in growing up, and you too I bet? You decide, decisions, decisions
Become Judgments that become fixed that is the way it is and tyhat is final and we get caught up in as Sual did under Law and killed in  thinking he was righteous to do so. And found out he was not
So tell me is this still happening to us all here today, somehow someway, we all Judging and doing accordingly to our thinking, whether it be stinking or not, our thoughts do control us do they not?
Romans 12:2Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)
2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
Romans 12:2New International Version (NIV)
2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.
So now in seeing the truth, God does just love you and we are aware of the teachings of in  this world to control us. what do we do?
Renew our mindsets yes, but to anger over this, to I will fight back and win attitudes
What good does flesh attitudes of to fight back do with other flesh attitudes of the same?
WAR right???????????????????????
So can we in trust Ask God the creator of all revealed through the risen Son to teach us the Art of fighting without fighting?
Like Stephan did in Acts in Joy, Love, peace in God's righteousness smile and say thank you in front of Saul and all the others there that day.
WHO does that????????????????????????
Can I do that except by in complete trust to God to save me for eternity, how many of us are willing  to die for God's cause??????????????????????????
Okay now as you have been everyday out there in this world trying to keep that Beach Ball sunk and are tired of this day in and day out evening thoughts of going back on your day off when you are to rest then are not in  thoughts of going back on Monday to do it all over again in having to or will not survive
Until one seriously seeks out the Messiah, Jesus Christ in  truth from God the Father of the Son, there I am here to say there is no Peace at all in contentment inside as all see you are in adversity to be mad at the situation you are in, and still stand up in trust To Father that Son is risen for you to have new life in contentment to him forever even in adversity to stand in belief to him anyway no matter what happened to thee in the past, the present or the future
For one's thought of any of these thoughts. Past
Future are right now in the present ad one's self in their mindset reacts accordingly to this, period
That is how powerful thought is, that not one of us is in truth in control of, and yet in wanting to be in control of we are less and less in control of
How is that, you might ask?
Every time you set out to do good, what has been the result? You either failed or you succeeded right?
1. You failed, okay, stand back up and try again asking God for forgiveness first thought, other wise you are not one with God that all teaching of all our Churches here on earth do, whether they see this or not is what it is.
So we do what fail and ask to get it right the next time right?
2. What about when one finally succeeds kinaccomplishing the task set out to do?
Does Pride pull up side and say, hey look at you, lets g fro a ride, want to and off to success we go in this world, making good money and so ln and s forth
To what avail does this do. Might want to watch the 
Devil's Advocate, very enlightening as to be wise as a serpent and remain harmless at the same time in God's true Love ofr thee to win over the schemes of the enemy
We are in this world and yet, from God's view we are not a part of it as it continues to try to encase us in to conformity under stress , and worry where there is no rest in trying to perform and hate it when we can't and love it when we do and have an attitude of I am better than you and not see this truth in these bodies of ours leading us by its desires instead of the new life given to the nes that believe God to br freed ad accept any and all troubles when and where and how they come to us to deceive, thus kills and destroy us through depression of bad stuff that has happened to us
Amazing to stand outside of this world's Football game and view it as it is in truth, and learn to live n the present not in the past that thougth does that in an instant or the future where unrealistic expctations get made as if will happena sthougth got you to expect to happen and when did not depression flooded in
Thank you anyone listening this actually helped me in reality to stand in the present and ot not take thought of past or future anymore, leavign even unto niot judgig anyone or anythomh ass well, to just observe and be aware in care to all, and Judge no one ever since today I see this truth and appreciate God for doimng this below fro everyone to believe and wake up new for eternity in
Colossians 1:21-23New International Version (NIV)
21 Once you were alienated from God and were enemies in your minds because of[a] your evil behavior. 22 But now he has reconciled you by Christ’s physical body through death to present you holy in his sight, without blemish and free from accusation— 23 if you continue in your faith, established and firm, and do not move from the hope held out in the gospel. This is the gospel that you heard and that has been proclaimed to every creature under heaven, and of which I, Paul, have become a servant.
Romans 5:10New International Version (NIV)
10 For if, while we were God’s enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son, how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life!
1 John 3:1-3New International Version (NIV)
3 See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him. 2 Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known. But we know that when Christ appears,[a] we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is. 3 All who have this hope in him purify themselves, just as he is pure.
Love all because he God though Son loved me and all first
Thank you as I am learning deeper and deeper daily thankkng Gd to do this through others, whethedr they see this or not, matters not. I take all to Father to learn truth ovedr error, which takes away judging another, not concerned about others motives.

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